Master Key Experience

Week 9 ~ Seriously….. Ready to Quit

November 22, 2017

Yep.

For the past 3 weeks I have been reading, reciting, thinking, and trying to “Greet this day with love in my heart”.

Scroll 2 in The Greatest Salesman by Og Mandino. See my last post to read it in its entirety.

Why is this so hard. Not like I have a reason to hate. But the programming of past disappointments, past hurts, past regret, past failings….. is just too much right now. I suppose that is why I really am needing this and struggling  with it.

This old blueprint that I really want to release is so deep and stuck inside me. I am struggling with it moment to moment.

I seriously am tired and so over with feeling like I am chasing something that just will never be.

And yet the last sentence of the scroll:

I will greet this day with love, and I will succeed

is haunting me to stay the course. Wake up one more day and give it a go.

This IS the reason I won’t quit. After all….. I always keep my promises.

 

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Comments (6)

  • November 28, 2017 by Verna Bugg

    Verna Bugg

    Wendy, I feel your pain. Letting go can be a very scary thing in the beginning but after a while you start looking for all the things you can let go. Keeping your promise and staying the course, You Are Awesome.

    • November 29, 2017 by wendyroob

      wendyroob

      Thx for the encouragement Verna!

  • November 29, 2017 by LorencrazycraigTaylo

    LorencrazycraigTaylo

    You had me going, Wendy. You’ve got this! 🙂

    • November 29, 2017 by wendyroob

      wendyroob

      🙂 thank you!

  • December 2, 2017 by Troy Van Dyke

    Troy Van Dyke

    Hey Wendy, hang in there. My guide did a great Marco Polo 2 days ago and he made the point that right about now, this is no longer NEW. This is hard and some of you may be thinking of quitting. Then he said this. “The best part of your life is yet to take place and it comes after today”. That was a big encouragement to me and I hope you are encouraged as well. You can do this and what you are feeling right now is the old blueprint fighting back because it knows that it is losing its residence. Peace be the journey.

    • December 3, 2017 by wendyroob

      wendyroob

      Thank you Troy for your words of encouragement! They are right on the mark and mean a lot to me! Thank you!!

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